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I RELAPSED. I NEED YOUR HELP.


Sorry guys, seems I haven't been able to update my blog for a while...(I'm tweeting so much though.lol)

I know if I say I have issues, you'd say so does everyone, and I totally understand it because it's true. I'm not talking about my issues here (or anywhere else). All I want to say is that I relapsed. I'm fucking doing these stupid things again and I'm hating myself for it. I so need to talk to Lilian. I need her help. She's the only one who knows what I'm thinking every fucking day and how much I need distractions. Last month we talked for hours every night in our dorm and I'm missing those days. I wanna tell her that I relapsed and I need her help. But she's so far away, so I'll just go online and talk with her about some stupid random shit, not about my relapse. It's okay because just by talking with her, I can feel better:)

So here are some things I try to do when I relapse (or when I'm about to..)

-Cleaning our house. But I cannot do this anymore because our house is clean enough since my relapse is happening for several days already.

-Working all day long. Ya, I'm starting another job hunting on Monday:P

-Tumblr-ing. This is not bad but my eyes are burning, so I gotta stop...

-Sitting there doing nothing. Sometimes this actually works, but it sounds so pathetic, so I'm not gonna do this anymore.........

-Going out, wandering around. This works the best, but I'm tried of my mum asking me where I was everytime.. Well she doesn't mind where I go at all(she always lets me do whatever I want), but sometimes I just don't even want to say a word.
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